Chinese new year.(See how sidetracking I am!!)

The chinese new yr,
as boring as those one before.
For me,
the most memorable day is last Fri.
When i was performing,
I was so touched that my classmates were there support me.
They shout so loud until starting i can't heard the piano.
Especially Jingyu!!
I could hear you from the stage!!
Thank you all!
Maybe some of my friends sat at the back of the hall
But I know they were supporting me oso.
Somebody complaining the hall was too noisy,
that's why he can't heard me clearly..
haha..he's disappointed..

Yesterday, doing housework all the day!!
My whole body's very painful now!
Blame my mom la..
She did not want to do that earlier.
then now everyone in my family must help her..
Even i'm complaining abt that,
I still felt happy.
Even I call that man as "uncle" but not "Daddy".
even my uncle will always angry wth me for no reason.
at least i have a family.
It's better than what i thought before.

Today, that uncle scold me again.
for making noise while he was sleeping.
you know what noise i made??
I type on the keyboard,
as well as click on the mouse.
He thrown some vulgarity at me then get out of the room.
What the hell.
The sound I made is call as NOISE??
I know he just wanna find some reason to scold me.
He can even sleep infront of a TV with loud volume.
He can also sleep while everyone's playing mahjong!
Pig la him.
Then he just cannot REST IN my PEACEful keyboard sound??
I really wanna slap him if i have a bigger size than him.
But that's impossible!
his size is also like a pig,
I scare later i'll become a 'meat cake' under his body.

What else can i do?
I can just accept what the life give me.
happiness, sadness, tear, laughter and scolding.
whatever it gave i should just accept.
And sometimes, i'll get something from it.
I WAS a hongster,
then now throw away by othger ppl.
I believe that,
the person'll get something from the life also.
Or, maybe he has get something already.
And the one who made him sad,
will get something also.
Maybe the punishment'll not come immediately.
But it can be any point as long as the person's alive.

HAHA!!!
LIFE's like this.
Everything's COMPLICATED!!
The best way is,
keep SMILING to yourself no matter how you feel.











                                                                  By:
                                                                  Kelsey.
                                                          (Do You Know
                                                                     I'm Waiting For You)

SO? AM I TOO SILLY??

Sorry everyone,
long time nv even touch my blog.
These few days,
I did not write my feelings and sadness in my blog.
I wrote in my diary.
The things happened these few days,
I wun dare to share with everyone.
Becoz i found out that i'm a silly girl.
Really an idiot.

Becos of the thing that made me feel sad,
I became damn emo while i'm alone.
I act happy in the school.
Some people might see my change.
Those are really know me deeply.
I'm happy to have those frens:)

I have a bad temper since i was born.
Today I shout at zuyu loudly during lifeskill.
I dunno why i shout at her,
Just suddenly feel unhappy.
Haizzzz.. For what i shout at her sia.
I think zuyu didnt angry.
She's understanding.
Especially aft she read what i'm writing now.

I dont like what i am now.
I dont like to be sad.
The improvement is,
I'll sad, but I will not cry.
Just keep quiet.
And think nothing in my brain.
I realized this is the best way to increase my sadness.
I'm disappointed with myself.